A brand new journey, brand new day. The same old path, a forgotten yesterday.

Patches and fragments of memory still within me. An almost unknown yesterday and an unknown tomorrow, all I have is today.
Putting together a puzzle with missing pieces, I'll always try to do the best I can as much as I can.

As of today, I've made very little progress.
Every memory has been washed away, leaving footprints for me to follow.
I'm doing what I can to follow but there seems to be gaps everywhere I go.

For example, I am not able to remember things from when I was 16 up until now.
As if I've never lived and went through those 4-5 years.
Everything I learned, shared, and experienced in those years feel like they never happened.
They feel like dreams.
I'll get better sooner or later.

I really hope the thing that caused all this doesn't happen again, I'll admit I'm afraid.
I would never wish this on anyone.
But hey, better me than someone else :)
I try to make the best out of it and have fun with it.
If I'll never be able to recover my memories I'll at least get to make new ones from today and tomorrow...

"My heart is yours.
It's you that I hold on to.
That's what I'll do..."

P.S.
Friends and family, please bear with me. I'm so sorry for the frequent and duplicate questions that I speak. It's out of my hands...love and understand :)

Cuando me enamoro, se detiene el tiempo...

"It's no use talking and describing about love to anybody, but you. They won't understand.
I guess you can call it selfish, to keep such an amzing feeling to myself.
But what use is it to chatter away if they'll never experience it."
-By your truly