Seriously, I wish I was where I was a year ago...
deeply committed to and in my religion.
Now, before I go to sleep, I look back on that day, and there really isn't anything there.
I'm missing something, I know what it is, it's God.
Now I feel as if there is nothing to me than just pure hypocrisy(not entirely true lol)
I understand that it was my dumb choice to fall out of my religion, now I have to make a choice again and get back into it.
Even though I don't have time, I'll have to make time; how would I feel if God said to me, "You know what Nidia, I just don't have time for you today, I'm pretty busy doing my own things and hanging with a couple of friends."
-I know that I wouldn't like that very much.
I have to change, now.
Not tomorrow and of course not yesterday because it's history.
As said in Kung Fu Panda:
"You are too concerned with what was and what will be.
There's a saying:
"Yesterday is history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
but today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.""
lol
